A Difficult Conversation, Again
Tuesday April 19, 2005
Faol and I had another difficult conversation today. It left us both sad and heartsore. He left for work feeling down. I called Tom and took a long hot bath. Being down I just didn’t feel like doing anything but did manage to take the garbage out to the street, scooped up the catshit in the front yard again and tried spraying the area with window cleaner as neither the cayenne or pepper interrupted the process at all, hand washed a couple of items and hung them in the bath to dry, called and ordered the port-a-loo for BelSummer, worked on Faol’s finances a bit but put aside reconciling the accounts in the hopes that Faol knows where the paper copies of the statements (it is a pain to use the online statement and split screen with money), and called Susan. We had a nice chat but was interrupted by the callback for the rental potty. So I plan on calling her in a day or so. She suggested that next trip she and I go off and do some things together so I am not quite so dependent on Faol for all my contact. I thought that was very sweet of her.
I made a fried rice dish for dinner using left-over everything and feel good about that. And now I am watching Children of Dune.
The question in my mind is can Faol and I overcome our relationship difficulties
and stay together as I hope.
Copyright © 2005 Kyril Oakwind