Recovering
Sunday July 3, 2005
Tom and I spent all day recovering as it were. He was very tired. In fact he took an afternoon nap something that is anathema to him because of that waking up twice in one day thing. I got up and got right to work putting in the changes to the Grok Fellowship document that I took to the meeting yesterday. Then I sent them out to a couple of my friends who were not at the meeting for comment and today I will send out the new version to those who were at the meeting for more feedback. While it is unlikely I am still hoping that I could have it ready to send to the email list by next Sunday as Monday is the start of my visionquest.
Faol called later and we had a nice conversation. I wasn’t sure that
I was going to hear from him a second day in a row with Raven there. It was
nice. I hope they are having a good time and are able to reconnect. With her
gone so much of the time it must be hard to maintain the level of intimacy
necessary for a primary relationship. I know it matters a great deal to Faol
to do so and there is no doubt that despite her absence so much of these last
four years she is his one and only primary partner. I guess I am a close second
for him but he has made it abundantly clear to me that despite having once
told me that I was his other primary, and even telling other people that I
am, it isn’t really the way he feels. He feels that it is only possible
to have one primary, after all that is what the word means.
Copyright © 2005 Kyril Oakwind