I am again unmotivated today. My morning routine happened but no dishes since it isn’t my day to do them. Instead I surfed some LJ communities and responded to a few things. I am listening to Dead Can Dance now. I could have sworn that I had more than one of their albums but we couldn’t find them. Ah well… I might have left them at Faol’s I suppose but if so they are gone now. Unless he has two copies of any of them I wouldn’t know if they were his or mine.
Tom was busy again outside. He did some pruning of the honeysuckle at the end of the drive, some mowing of the driveway edges by the house, etc. It feels very strange to have him motivated to do yard work without me encouraging him, and then my not being motivated to do anything. I don’t feel entirely connected to reality today but it isn’t in a bad way exactly – just somehow not really here today.
Yesterday I printed out the homework for the ecourse I am doing. Well actually downloading as I haven’t done anything but the first of the 8 lessons I have downloaded. I printed out the homework though and am planning on burning the mp3 of the seminar session to cd so that I can actually work on it during my vision quest.
Tom suggested that I might consider writing a story/book and put it out on
the web. With Google ads one can make money and something like putting up
a chapter a week might get a following of some sort. Actually he suggested
that I put up the half books I have already written but then I would get to
the end of what I had written and if anyone had been following it they would
want me to continue. I can’t guarantee that. But I am thinking of the
possibility of starting something just for that. I think it would make more
money though if it was erotic but don’t know whether I want to do something
like that and have it connected to me. Still thinking about it though. So
if anyone has any advice on how this might work to actually produce some income,
please let me know:)
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