Monthly Review
BelSummer seemed to be a success and I had some sweet experiences there, such as sweet and sexy dancing with Faol, delightful dancing with Kris, reuniting and reconnecting with Larry, having an opportunity to spend time with Saille’ getting to know each other, and listening to the wonderful and warm music of the Good Luck Charms in live concert. The rituals went well too. All in all I think it worked out well. The last night there was quite a rainstorm and we had several people in the house. 4 trees went down but didn’t do any damage. One of the things that I noticed though was that I didn’t enjoy the festival as much and so I am planning on trying to get someone else to take on the main ritual. I am hoping that will give me a bit of a break. I can organize and prepare then sit back and enjoy the fest.
I spent most of my time with Faol in L.A. sick this time, cold, followed by a bladder infection, followed by a sore shoulder that has lasted through until now. Otherwise we got along well and because of his broken arm we spent the entire time together. The COPAD meeting was good and I had an enlightening trance experience.
But mostly the month was about not feeling well, not being able to keep up
with my exercise so that is frustrating, not getting things accomplished,
yet with moment of connection and sweetness throughout it all.
Copyright © 2005 Kyril Oakwind