Day After

Friday August 5, 2005

We got home very late last night. It was 2 am by the time we went to bed. But I was awake at 6:30 am and couldn’t get back to sleep. I got up for a bit then tried laying down again but it still didn’t work. Faol woke up, kind of, and didn’t want me to leave him. He didn’t demand that I stay but it was so obvious that he wanted me with him. He reached out and drew me towards him and hugged me for a bit. So I pushed off and stood and he reluctantly let me go, thinking I was getting up. But I just got undressed again and lay down for about another half hour with him. After that I did finally get up and he continued to sleep. I ate and wrote a bit in my journal then called Tom to tell him all about my day yesterday. We talked a long time so when Faol finally got up about 10:30 am I got off the phone to attend to him.

It was hard to get going. We did make love and then went out to look for a wig for Faol. We went to several thrift stores and picked up a couple of possibilities.

I laundered the plastic shower curtains, worked on my journal, did exercises and meditation, did a load of laundry and folded it, watered plants outside, took a shower, then spent the evening watching SciFi Friday. I am still not sure where the night went. Faol will be home shortly and he wanted to make love again tonight. I am so tired.


     

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