Kyril's Journal -- August 22, 2005

Making Up

Monday August 22, 2005

Faol intended to take the car back himself and then get a ride back or take a bus but I got up in time to go with him. He still decided that we would just take the rental though. I wanted to go with him in particular to have some privacy to talk about the problem we had the day before. We talked about his perception that he couldn't trust me when I would tell him to go ahead and do something that he wanted to do versus my perception that he went farther than I meant. I ended up feeling that I have to be very careful about making sure that he understands that I don't want him to leave me alone or behind for lengthy periods of time each time that I offer him the opportunity, and that I need to make sure I take a book, water, and possibly something to eat when we go anywhere that we might have a repeat of the problem. The rental place gave us a ride home. We decided to go out for breakfast so we could continue our conversation and normalize our relationship. Then we came home and made love.

Afterward Faol decided we would go back out, again. We tried to check out the Eco-village. We did get to see it from the outside and liked what we saw but it was not open for a tour. We intend to go back another time. We went back and picked up Joyful so we could share one of our favorite sushi places, the Frying Fish. There was just enough time when we got home to send Faol off to work.

Joyful and I worked on the things that needed doing. She cleaned out the food cabinet while I hand washed a couple of white shirts and used bluing on them. I don’t know that it was much of an improvement but I tried. I did a mixed load of laundry, a bit of all of our clothes so that I could pack up tomorrow.

When Faol got home we were supposed to act out one of his fantasies involving lots of pleasuring of me but everyone was too tired so we decided to take a couple of hours nap. When Faol came to bed he said he wasn’t setting the alarm and just decided that we wouldn’t get up so we slept instead. I was disappointed as it was the second time we went to sleep rather than focus on my pleasure.