Odd Dream
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
I woke up early about 6 am this morning. My dream was odd as they so often are, something about spirits collecting in some kind of machine that was supposed to collect them and show how many were caught by sending a message to a screen in the house I was in. Urth was there as well. I had to go to the bathroom so couldn’t get out to do whatever it was that I was supposed to be doing to either neutralize or send them on somewhere. I am not at all sure which so the collector got over filled and I saw out the window a big mist released. Then Faol was at the door and I was not at all sure whether it was him or the spirits. Urth had holy water and we dumped a bowl of it on him but he didn’t go up in smoke or melt or anything so we figured it was really him.
Later though he had become small, old, and a little deformed and I wasn’t sure it was really him after all yet wasn’t willing to stop being with him in case it was somehow really him. There was a scene with some kinky sex things that we don’t actually do in real life but I am nonetheless not going to describe them I think. But twice as we got to the point of being about to start intercourse Urth came in and that broke it up.
Not sure what it all means.
I was doing my exercises when Faol called this morning about an hour or so earlier than usual so I guess he was up early too. In order to avoid disturbing anyone at his house he was outside trying to converse over traffic noises and helicopters, etc. He finally got in his truck, which seemed to work and we were able to have a nice long conversation. The woman who is going to be staying in his house for awhile has gotten right to work it seems and has sanded the walls of the small bedroom, bought the paint (paid for it herself as rent), and is preparing to paint it. In the meantime she is sleeping on the bed in the dining room thus when Raven is asleep upstairs he can’t talk with me upstairs without disturbing her and with the other woman downstairs he can’t talk with me there. But I really am delighted that work is happening on the house.
My mood seems to be much better today than it was over the last few days. I don’t know if it is just because I had a longer conversation with Faol or not. I would like to think that merely contributed or didn’t block my better mood. It is certainly a lovely day today and that often if not always lifts my spirits. We plan on continuing to work on the room in the barn today and go food shopping but other than that I am still mostly waiting out the flare-up to do very much. On my list for this week though is finally making the pineapple honey jam – that will be the big use of my hands for this week:)
Tom and I made it out for food shopping and checked at the hardware store for caulking/weather stripping options. We found a round foam strip that looks like it will fit in the space after the old caulking is removed and seems to do the trick. It isn’t very expensive either which is nice. And we found that one of the inner walls has a gap that light can be seen through at the base so that might be where most of the insects have been getting in. Hopefully once we take care of that and do the weather stripping it will be adequately sealed both from cold air infiltration and insects to make it a more comfortable set up.
I seem to be in a pretty good mood today.
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