Down Day
Sunday November 13, 2005
I woke up dragged out and depressed. I suppose it was from the wine and the
late night but I managed to avoid getting out of my warm furry robe until
late afternoon. We watched a DVD of Oklahoma
with Hugh Jackman as Curly. Tom
wasn’t very interested to begin with but got drawn in anyway. I enjoyed
it very much. It lifted my spirits while we watched it and for a very short
time afterwards but they drooped again when I remember that the garbage had
to be taken out to the street. I brought the car up to the house and Tom came
out to put the garbage can in the back. He drove it to the barn to get a can
of the barn garbage while I took out the compost. It was cold and windy and
grey, which suited my mood. Faol says that I am weather sensitive though and
often asks me if it is cloudy here if I am in a low mood. Mostly I am unhappy
that I am going back out so soon. There is much I would like to get done here
that now must be put on hold for three weeks. It will be winter when I return
so nothing more is likely to get done in the barn. The storage room will have
to wait til spring for me to restart the project of creating a space for me
to use during my fasts.
Copyright © 2005 Kyril Oakwind