Determined and Focused?
Tuesday December 13, 2005
(From my LJ) Since I have been home I have picked up my exercising again (again, over again, the restarting, new beginning over and over thing, not maintaining but dropping it over my L.A. visit, to pick it up again when home) and am back to an hour (most days) on the exercycle. My legs are stiff but not sore and will loosen up in a few days I think. I have made it a thing I do while talking on the phone so I know when Faol calls it is also time to exercycle. He would like the idea that my heart beats faster and my breathing is rapid while talking with him:)
I try to be determined and focused but honestly if I am getting a lot of exercise I am probably not getting a lot else done as I expend my daily allotment of energy on the exercise. I keep thinking though that if I could just keep it up eventually I would have more energy.
Tomorrow I begin a three day juice fast. I won't be online or talking on
the phone and I find that this generally works quite well for me. Instead
I spend the time meditating more, doing tarot, or reading some development
oriented book, continuing my exercises, and then doing private ritual for
the moon phase, which this time is full. Sometimes I have very good spiritual
experiences, sometimes nothing special happens. In any case, I take that time
for myself and that feels good.
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