My moods are so up and down that I can't tell from one day to another whether I will have energy or feel decent. It is really annoying. Most likely this is hormonal but it is a real pain. It makes it more difficult to deal with the usual levels of stress let alone anything extra.
It is a beautiful fall day and I can't seem to pull my mood up so that I can enjoy it. I did homework this morning, studied for the midterm tomorrow, took a shower, and now I should continue studying as I didn't finish going over everything. I don't have a good head for things like Ellis and Rational Emotive Behavioral Therapy, etc. Names don't stick with the theories. It takes effort to remember them and I always forget them after the tests anyway. I have been taking Psych classes for three years and the same names come up over and over. Probably I remember quite a few of them but there are so many of them. Arghh!!!
And there are plenty of other things that need to get done, or planned for, or worked with...
Copyright © 2000 Kyril Oakwind