I woke up with a headache and stuffed up ears. It is rainy out and I was pretty crabby. No one was awake besides me though to see it. I wrote a good morning post to my new love though, which was kind of negative but by the time I was getting into it I could feel myself pouting and that amused me so I ended up smiling at myself and my crabby mood. I prefer to think of this as being due to the perimenopause, like puberty only backwards, so moods fluctuate more intensely. But what will I use for an excuse when it is over?
For some reason I am just not getting into the swing of things as easily after festival trips. This is the third day back and I have only partially unpacked, and have done only a few of the many, many things on my list of things to do. I am tired and unmotivated to actually get anything accomplished.
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