This week has gone by in a dream or something. I look back and can't figure out where the time went. We dealt with squirrels, and the car, buying a trap, making appts. to check out the car for necessary repairs of the squirrel damage. I had an appointment to pick up the results of my regular std and hiv screening, all negative I am happy to report. But I also sat around and read most of an afternoon waiting for Tom while he tested a program in town so that we could combine trips to Madison. I spent a lot of time on the phone with various people, spent a lot of time doing email (hours and hours), had sex a few times (not spending enough time doing that I think:) went in the hot tub. Did small rituals, regular praying, a long distance focused and somewhat involved healing that took more energy than I expected but was nonetheless worth doing. Somehow all that just doesn't seem like it should have taken a whole week and I haven't gotten done most of the things that I was trying to get done.
I need to get focused again and choose to put energy into accomplishing my goals on a daily basis. Tomorrow is the start of a new month, and a full moon. Tom and I are planning on doing a Gardnerian ritual. It should be interesting as we haven't done one in several years and that one was the first one we had done in several years before that.
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