I woke up depressed and have been down all day. I am not sure why - nothing happened to trigger it that I am aware of. Maybe it is just that it is a kind of grey and rainy looking day (actually hasn't rained today, got done with that last night), and I have my period, and life is in transition without there being any clear cut direction for me to move in. I've managed to not do my exercises, clean the house, work on anything that needed doing, or otherwise do any thing productive today. I did go in the hot tub and talk to Tom about being depressed though. It didn't seem to help though. Now it is mid afternoon and I don't have much energy. I am not severely depressed just down. And I don't seem to be learning anything from it. Maybe waiting for it to pass is all I can do.
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