Not Quite Here and Now

Friday December 28, 2001

I felt pretty high today. This morning I got started pretty slowly and it took me much longer to do my exercises but in the middle of them I started connecting with the Dancer at the Center of the Universe and felt light entering me. Then I did some magick to sell Ronn's house and continued exercising. I meditated but am still having trouble with my mind going off and analyzing my life and different situations in my life. It makes it difficult to be here and now. I cleaned my sinks and stovetop, folded clothes, packed a box in the children's room, studied astrology, started a book on astrology and magick, and talked to F. Later F. called again and passed the phone around to all our lovers and extended family members that he was with. It was very sweet.