Stress

Monday, February 19, 2001

I finally recolored my hair today. I am a redhead again:) There is something about the color I really enjoy. I don't know why it delights me so but it certainly does.

Then I looked up resume writing on web. That really depressed me. I don't have much job experience so will have to use a skills based one but the whole thing is distressing. I really don't want to have to work (yeah who does). But I was hoping to spend more of this next period before getting into grad school working towards clergy, going to festivals, doing my 7 day fasting vision quest. If I am working full time it will be difficult. Later in the evening I had a stress reaction. My stomach started to feel like it was in a knot. I guess it is from starting to try and do my resume. I really don't want to have to do it.