Tom and I have been squabbling since yesterday. We don't usually get like this so this is really painful. I don't know what it is about but I don't like it. We started out by squabbling about our youngest son. He has run out of money and we paid for his May expenses. But we can't afford to continue that. I was talking about if and when we have to move him home that I want us to make sure then that he goes to college and leaves here again in the fall. Tom was harsh and talking about finding a way not to bring him home. From there we moved into arguing old issues today. I have been very upset and distressed. We do bicker periodically but there is not usually much heat behind it. I was in tears with this. We both have Libran moons and disharmony really distresses us. Our usual pattern is to discuss things calmly.
My son just called. He got a job!!! Yay!!! He is not coming home after all. I do love him dearly but having the house to ourselves is really nice. And I want to have his old room for moving stuff out of the living room as well as having a guest bedroom for people to stay over in (especially lovers:)
Well that news managed to move us past the fighting at least for now. And I know my period is due next week so I am sure that has something to do with it, though we don't normally do this. I am also wondering if it has something to do with Beltane and the rituals. Sometimes when energy moves a lot of things get shaken up. Bringing old issues to the surface that have not been dealt with is one way it could be expressed and it was about healing. Until it gets out in the open it can't get healed. So I suppose I should be grateful to Orion for the healing ritual at Walpurgisnacht :/
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