Haven't written for a while. Days go by quickly. We go to movies, to restaurants, to Drs. Appt., to pay bills, all the day-to-day errands they would do if I weren't here. One day we moved a sofa outside along with a few other large items for pick up by the bulk garbage service. F. has back problems so couldn't do much. On another day he picked up a hide-a-bed by hiring day laborers, who loaded it on the trailer, then tried to hold him up for more money. He didn't give in to it and we unloaded it ourselves and wrestled it into place. I spent time watering the garden. It hasn't been taken care of for quite awhile so it needed a lot of water. It still needs to have dead leaves collected and general refurbishment. But it looks much better. And we decided that I should stay another week. Tom said it was ok and F. is willing to pay the fee for changing e-ticket plans. I have had a wonderful time. Sometimes I have been totally blissed out, others merely happy, some uncertain, or even lonely but it has been good for me. F. says that I am even more beautiful than I was when I came. It makes me happy to know that he is feeling more in regards to me. I feel that the way he sees me is reflective of his feelings for me. I think he would say that it is reflective of changes in me, though.
Today we went to see "Moulan Rouge" at the movie theatre. It was a very good movie, in my opinion. I found the visual patterns to be nearly overwhelming, movement and color, and rapid changes of focus. The screen was filled with detailed visual imagery and it wasn't possible for me to take it all in. It is a love story with both a sad and triumphant ending. Afterwards we ate at a Japanese restaurant. I had Tempura Udon noodles. I enjoyed it very much.
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