Housecleaning

Sunday October 7, 2001

I had an oddly unsettled night. I couldn't remember my dreams but turns out that R. and F. both had nightmares. And when I talked with Tom he woke up with cramps in both legs about the time I was going to bed. She interpreted it as problems with a friend, perhaps so, but when I finally called to get my flight ticket changed the clerk told me we had bombed Afghanistan. I think it is possible that it was related to that.

The cat pissed on one sofa and threw up on the other - very annoying. F. and R. both work today so I had the house to myself. I switched my flight home from this coming Wed. to a week from Friday, and was on hold a long time. I talked for an hour or so with Tom. We are talking on the phone a lot since I have been gone, something he claims to not like doing. I took a splinter out of my foot, then took a long bath. I also swept the bedroom level of the house, and the stairs. I wish I could do more to help but things here are in general disarray from the repair and fix-up activities. I fantasized about coming out on a regular basis for three weeks at a time. It is really just a fantasy because I have to get a full time job when I get back. That won't leave me much time for doing that. I wish I could find a way to make money through Astrological Counseling or something that would give me the time to come out regularly. Sigh…