F. and I had another episode, as it were, of intense desire to go condomless. I have never had such intense desire before that I was a hairbreadth away from slipping onto him and damning the consequences. He feels the same way although he has been more responsible about this than I have. I called Tom intending to discuss it with him again in the hopes that he would change his mind and as I began to bring up the topic he told me that he had resolved it. I could be with F. without a condom. Yes!!! We talked about it for a while and he told me he had decided it a couple of days ago but waited to be sure after the last time.
R. suggested that we make love right away so that if he changed his mind it would be too late. I told her that we would just not answer the phone until afterwards.
It was quite a day today. We made love :) He played Diablo 2 and I watched. The drains are clogged so that he will have to do something major to them and they are old pipes; the toilet is leaking around the base and has to be resealed. He had already used drain cleaner twice and plunged the drains as well but water is backing up and brown water came up into the bath tub. Then this evening after F. went to work and R. went to work out I was heating a couple of bite size pieces of chicken for a snack and just put them on a fork over the gas flame. I put them on a plate, went to the computer and became absorbed in what I was doing, and absentmindedly took the fork that I had cooked them with, and took a bite. Shit! That hurt. So I managed to really burn my lips on the extremely hot fork. There isn't any ice here so I kind of put my lips in a cup of cold water. But they really hurt. I think that kissing or other activities requiring lips are out for a day or two. Mercury retrograde has been more obnoxious than usual for me this time. I have been clumsy (usually a mars retrograde kind of thing but I don't think it is), and there have been a number of communication snafus, rethinking of positions, etc.
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