We had a good day yesterday. We were able to more or less put up a shield to separate ourselves from the world for a time and we were happy together. It was strange though that in the evening as soon as we decided to check the news and my email the weight of it all returned. Wednesday night I started a candle burning for peace and strength for those in NYC, and energies of peace to go out into the world.
This morning I began to feel very strange again. I was pacing and a little sick to my stomach. And I began to have a vision of energies massing, roiling energies, two opposing forces, dark clouds not of smoke but of energy over NYC, and lines of dark energy running from all over the country like a web but directed towards NYC feeding the energy massed there. And then I felt that it needed lines of light which I saw as silver energy, not to dissipate the darkness but to create points of illumination and clarity within the darkness so that those whose actions can affect where that energy is ultimately directed and to what purpose would have the clarity to grok the cusp.
I began to do a magickal working to increase the silver light going there and I set it running in the back of my head. And I let it continue all day. We drained the hot tub as we are changing to a silver ion purification system rather than chlorine. Tom called me out to help him to get my mind off the energies and magickal working.
We also had to go back into Madison as we were unable to pick up the keys for the shelter and drop off the $300 key deposit. The State Capitol was closed and the Municipal building and other state buildings were closed because of the attack on NYC. I felt incredibly spacey all day. Tom pretty much had to tell me what to do step by step. We also had other shopping to do. Again the normality of running errands was both surreal and helpful.
In the evening I had a vision of silver filling the dark cloud and the thought that there would be a silver lining somehow. So I have continued to direct energy to the idea of our leaders and others grokking the cusp and acting in fullness and the light of clarity and understanding shining through the darkness. I feel like there are more lines of silver streaking across the country and believe it comes from the many people who are trying to focus on this from a spiritual point of view with moderation.
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