Morning Cuddle

Tuesday January 1, 2002

In the morning Faol was awake early as was I, so we cuddled for a couple of hours and talked before anyone else woke up in the house. It was really good to spend that private time with him and fun too. I love the way we are together -- not just our lovemaking but our talking and sharing, and working things out together.

Tom was the last to wake up. When he did F. was sitting to my right reading a magazine. M. was sitting to my left reading a magazine. And I was sitting reading a book. I know that this might sound either normal to those who understand reading, or an odd way to entertain guests to those who don't, but for me it felt so much like being in family. There was no need to entertain them or change our patterns too much - they were "just" family. For me, the energy of that is indescribable. I was very happy.