Finally, a semi-productive day again. I actually got back to my exercises today, started up my cleaning routines again, redyed my hair (I'm bright red again:), did lots of email, talked for 1 1/2 on the phone to F. (Yay!), did some laundry, folded clothes, handwashed some clothing. But I didn't get Nest to Nest done which is already three weeks late now. I am hoping to get it done tomorrow. I got my list printed out so I can start packing for my trip to L.A. and emailed the flight info to F.
Tom and I were talking today about self-esteem issues. I seem to have these periods of low self-esteem and I have been trying to remember when it got like this. I don't think it was this bad a few years ago though perhaps I wasn't aware of it. It is really rather irritating. I really don't see why I should have this problem. I actually do like myself. I am an intelligent, kind, polite, friendly, creative, capable person with admittedly a few quirks but hey, no one is perfect. So where did it come from and why do I expect that others won't appreciate me?
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