I have been meditating the last few days on the balance between Neptune and Saturn in my chart. My moon sits between them and I can see that I have issues with Saturn (self-esteem, too high standards for myself, some rigidity of personality structure, fears about loss), and with Neptune (clutter, confusion, over-identification with others). The problem is that I tend to see saw between them so I have been meditating on using the positive traits to balance the negative traits of the other, for Saturn - using Neptune's intuition and merging with the universe, divine inspiration, and going with the flow, and for Neptune -- using Saturn's ability to organize, work hard, be responsible and grounded in the here and now. I have been trying to see myself as being between the worlds, holding the energies of both, one foot in each world, which is a bit how I see being bisexual or bi-traditional (CAW and G.) and mediating that energy as a priestess.
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