I have been trying to recreate June for my journal as I did not write any entries during that time. It is somewhat amazing to me that I remember as much as I do yet have forgotten so much of it already. Since I have been home it has been difficult to get into a routine again. Today I did all my exercises, spoke for a few minutes to F. (who is recovering from some kind of illness and was exhausted after getting home from work), made strawberry jam, and otherwise mostly did email. I don't feel like I am accomplishing much though and this month is quite full. Accomplishment and my not being productive is a recurring theme here. I always feel better when I am getting a sufficient amount done, sufficient usually being a long list of items. Hmmm, I wonder if that is part of the draw of L.A. I can't really do the chores if I am not here and F. sets our schedule out there so I only need to get done what he sets up for us.
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