So here we are several days later and pretty much it is the same. We have had some good times in the midst of it all but I don’t know how much of this I can deal with. It seems to be what I must do to maintain my relationship and I want that. I have to find some way to distance myself from his pain though. It doesn’t do either of us any good for me to be immersed in the depression he is feeling. And I have had that with Tom so much that it is a familiar place to drop into.
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