Kyril's Journal

2005 -- While I didn't keep up my gratitude work I did meditate every day most of last year and at least in the latter part of the year, got back to dancing. So my goals for this year are to continue to work on maintaining an attitute of gratefullness, to diminish my tendency to gremlin, to walk the labyrinth, and to rediscover a focus on the positive.

2004 -- I am not sure whether the idea expressed below had an affect last year or not. (See last few entries in 2003 for year end review.) Gratitude is the attitude and meditation that I want to be working with for this new year along with being more aware of the synchronicities in my life. I also want to be recapturing some of the things that make me happy that I seem to have let slide, like dancing.

2003 -- One magickal idea is that one begins as one wishes to continue or that the moment of beginning holds within it the seed of what will become. So at least as regards my journal I thought I would begin the New Year with a new look. I decided to go with a bolder look, to create it with a new program that I hope will make it both easier, and allow a little more professional appearance, both of which changes in attitude I would like to bring into my life for this coming year.

In these pages I am as honest and intimate as I feel comfortable being with people who are not only strangers but some whom I interact with face-to-face. It is really easier sharing the intimate details of my life with people I am unlikely to ever meet. Concern for the sensibilities of my friends and children prevent my putting in quite the level of intimate details that I would otherwise be willing to do. Still one of my son's friends who has read my journal in the past seems to find it rather forward. Each must judge for themselves.

I have the buttons below set up to be a kind of rolling year so since I have 2005 January entries, for example, the January button goes to this year's entries while the buttons for future dates go to the previous year's entries. So they all lead somewhere just not necessarily to now:)